Times suck, at the moment.
1) Nothing on my side is going good. Even though I said in an earlier post that seeing my friends have good things happen in their life makes me jealous that I can't have the same thing back. It's selfish, I know, but...jealousy is a normal human emotion, I guess.
2) My friend just got suspended when he was innocent for what he was accused for. Now I have to go to school tomorrow and have a boring day when I'm not really in the mood to not have a close friend near by. TTB is going to be on a field trip, and my last close friend is going through his own personal matters so I don't want to perturb him with more problems; I don't really like rubbing my troubles onto other people. It makes it seem like I want sympathy when I don't. Even though I'm venting in this blog, that's what it's for, right?
3) Mixed thoughts are going through my head. Part of me helps this person, but it wants something else. I don't know what to end up with, but being the friend of it will be fine too. But...if something happens, who knows. I just need to focus on studies...
Song of the night:
"Best Not to Think About It" -Athlete
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